OMG.. i never thought that i could be such a mess.. life is now a mess… destroyed by my impulsiveness.. im taking a break.. sana lang things will work out well.. i hate myself.. i hate being me.. eto na naman aku.. sabi ku na kasi eh.. dont be soo attached.. mahirap masaktan.. di kta kayang harapin kaya im taking a break.. see you pag kaya na kitang harapin.. kahit sabihin mu sakin na nothing will change.. pare.. everything is a mess.. di na pwede yung dati,, i want to hug you pero i know hindi pwede.. sa sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ku baka masakal lang aku.. nobody knew what happened except me and you.. thats the least thing na pwede mu gawin para sakin.. by not telling it to the crowd.. salamat.. pero di pa rin neto mababago na im total mess.. bakit ku ba ginawa to.. you made me feel that im such a fucking idiot.. damn.. youre the best thing that happened to me.. and now, with that belief,.. im the worst thing that you can ever imagine.. laughed at me.. say that you will still be there.. but it will not changed the truth that life right now is a mess.. saten na lang tong dalawa.. im taking a break.. i just wish youll be happy..
– sad much. i feel so sad seeing this. it brings me back to that stupid time. when i break the line between love and friendship. it took almost a year to recover. until now, i think im still coping up. im trying to erase what happened but i guess, this thing cant be erased. hindi mahirap kalimutan eh. we are bestfriends. or we used to be.